Im Sweating Out Excuses That Would Make You Stomach Turn

gotta love a bit of social retardation.

anywho, I really love summery days doing little with goood people, even when I should be panicking and working and hiding. I really must get a job, or Im spending this summer skint and mostly bored and alone. I still love driving, I dont like petrol. Im doing a health blitz in preparation for prom/newquay. the gym/local pool is too expensive. I dislike people with pools. my parents are now both going abroad with their significant other, losers, Im not jealous but the likelihood is I cant abuse their houses significantly which is sad. I dont know anything about where my siblings will be this summer, whatsoever. I have to go to the doctor tomorrow, and the dentist soon after. I do not get chaucer. I hate arguing. I love nice, pre-prepared salad and m&s in general. I love feeling at ease. I dont appreciate my cat bringing in mice and escaping before I can save them! I like physically putting petrol in my car. I cant make decisions. jogging makes my feet hurt. I dislike late night 'emotion-explosions' which come from nowhere and wont slow down. it scares me when lightbulbs spontaneously smash in the middle of the night. I love people who barely make me feel awkward, even in silence. I like a mental-health break from my own music stuff. I like 'dr faustus'. I dont like feeling alone/confused. I had the BEST lie in ever this morning and woke up to the sound of nothing. I love fake meat and barbecued halloumi/corn. I love new found glory, death cab and richards random mixes etc in my car. I like trashy films. I like good acting though. I dont like not being able to communicate myself. I dont like not understanding things and general ambiguity. I love the way kent looks right now. I love driving through it and nearly getting over-distracted by the views. I dont want to watch the end of cruel intentions because one bit made me cry for no reason already. I dislike having to choose an outfit in the morning and having barely any clothes to choose from. I like cleaning still. I like augusten burroughs still. I love my dog.

this was weird and pointless.