I Think I Can- I Hope I Can- I Wish I Could- I Cant.

Todayy, I pretty much had a great day.
Asides from saying goodbye to another person I love, and maybe falling victim to slight overthought... it was just nice.
This is almost what I want it to be like

... And you know what? I think I might just leave it at that

"Shall We Keep This Open Ended, Just For Us?"

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I Have A Long List Of Things To Say, But Ill Leave It At- You Amaze Me

The Maine- The Way We Talk (I figured Id start naming the songs, in case you wondered- that ones only nice in bits)

Hmm. What to write about... Well today I had to say goodbye to two of the best friends I could ever ask for, who are buggering off to uni, which sucked to say the least. Although it was only the penultimate goodbye for one of them. Im not going to dwell on that here because despite the fact that its making me want to scream and cry and throw things all at the same time, Im determined that I will see them in like a month, Ill talk to them before that, and theyre going to have an amazing time, so me moping around here like this isnt going to help. Shut up.

Uhh asides from that, lifes pretty dull, ish. I cant write at the moment, in any senses of the word... Im feeling disconnected from... well... everything.

Hey, fuck that, Ive been having fun lately, asides from this business of people leaving... its going alright!

Im going to leave it at that cause, everything else Im saying is frankly, pointless.

So Evidently

most people couldnt give any less of a shit about me.


most self-absorbed / pathetic post ever? definitely
finally being honest?